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time's flying

Jul. 23rd, 2008 | 12:14 am
mood: blahblah
music: Jumper, by Third Eye Blind

Wow, time is flying by at inconvenient speeds. The summer is almost over. And I am spending the majority of my time working... which isn't fun. But money is money. And I am not particularly happy with how this summer is ending up. Nothing has happened. It has been very monotonous. I made a couple friends, and the highlight was going to Bellaire with my youth group. I feel empty. I mean, nothing wrong has really happened, and i think that is part of it. Nothing at All has happened. Nothing good, nothing bad. But i guess that's my fault some how, their is probably some ancient Chinese proverb that says things don't happen unless you make them so. Whatever, obviously I am doing something wrong because I am not satisfied with life. Which brings me to something. One of my friends, a friend that is very close to my heart, doesn't exactly love his life. The thing is, he doesn't talk to anyone about it. And I can't really talk to him, for reasons that are even too long for this blog. So I am kind of at a point, in which I just have to pray that he doesn't hurt himself, and pray that everything gets better. I can be my best to him, try and let him know he can open up to me. But that's the best i can do. I can't call a suicide hot-line, I'm not sure if it's that drastic yet, but he is so fragile. And everyone knows, because everyone treats him so nicely. Because they couldn't imagine saying anything that would be close to hurting him. And the sad thing is, he knows why everyone treats him like that.... and he hates it. He doesn't want sympathy. Just thinking about this makes the sleeves of shirt damp with tears. I feel useless.

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I'm a newbie.

Jul. 22nd, 2008 | 11:45 pm
location: At my best friends house
mood: awakeawake
music: The great escape

Here we go.... my shot at blogging. This is my first, ever, Lj blog.
I'm kind of embarrassed to say that I am kind of excited. =]

I would also like to add, that i saw Batman: The Dark Night, a couple nights ago and it was fantastic. One of the best films I have seen in a long time. If Heath were to die playing any character, dying as the Joker was not a bad one.

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